September 2011
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Almost Cleared Mirror. Two Syringes. Ash. An...
“I don’t want to hurt you”
“You won’t hurt me if you don’t want to.”
His big curly poof tickling my chest. Heart beat. Heart beat. His cold fingers holding my hand. I could this all the time.
The way you look at me telling me I’m beautiful and such a sweetheart. I look at your skinny naked body smoking a cigarette telling me your life story. I...
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Today's Lunch Break.
Waking up the boy that’s still snuggled up in my bed. Make some lunch and have a few cigarettes.<3 <3
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Internet Explorer & Mapquest.
This boy needs to upgrade. He’s still cute though. ^^
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"I love you"
“Oops. What did I just say?”
OH DEAR. How did I get into this relationship? Feels weird actually feeling like someone’s “girlfriend” *slaps forehead*
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Countdown. THIRTY MINUTES THIRTY MINUTES.
Unmotivated. Damn….
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I can only be honest with you.
I can only be honest with you.
No matter what you think, you need to know that I can only be honest with you. Let’s grow together.
3.
3 is the magic number for me.
3 chances to fall in love. 3 current admirations. 3 relapses to remind me that i’m still alive. 3 types of pills that i take on a daily basis.
3 hidden compartments that hold secrets.
3 is suffocating.
I think I’m going to back 2.
Monday.
It’s real life talk. Holy crap, the 25th is coming up. Real life. Real life.
Hands shaking.
I can’t explain why I feel this way.
Fuck. I hate having anxiety.
Dropping into my mouth.
The pills.
The pills.
It’s never enough. Nothing is never enough.
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I think the reason why this new found feeling is so refreshing is because you remind me of a time that I was innocent, playful, and carefree.
The people you meet in your life. *geeze*
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Matt: but im not sure if it was anime nerd music...
HAHAHA.
When does it become an orgy?
Totally just asked that question.
Think. think. think.
I wished you could tell me what you’re thinking.
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How Much You Mean to Me - Jens Lekman
I’m on my way to the USA, so give me your address And I will send you the only white dove from New York City, And call out your zip code on the Grand Canyon. I know you don’t really read my letters, The very thought of not knowing the exact location Of the room where we shared our last kiss will eventually kill me, ‘Cause it wasn’t just any kiss. It wasn’t like a first kiss or a...
When you know...
that you were right..your new coworker is gay because he brought up “Girls Will be Girls” lol.
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Confession.
I haven’t shave in more than a week. Too fucking lazy.
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Impromptu Sunday Plans.
Kayaking at Montrose Beach & I get to play with a cute puppy!
Need to get some coffee to wake my ass up. Stupid Misfits and watching you til 5am and having dreams of having superpowers.
Survival.
Sometimes I think to myself, I’m alive…I’m fucking alive. I need to try to keep moving on to stay alive.
Tough times. What a rough weekend.
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Day Adventure.
After 3 weekends of full throttle socializing out and about at the town, I finally got to have some time with the bfno.1 who just came back from seattle and good friends. Last night’s art show was tremendously fun, and it cool to see how the art scene in the burbs competes very well with ones in the city. Off to good food, good conversations, free alcohol, and plenty of art.
Today’s...
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REALLY?! 10?!
Homeboy from high school (reunited moment that wasn’t awkward online) just asked to get nudes of myself to him for $10.00
ARE YOU FORREALS?!
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