I always wanted this to happen.
He holds the syringe and caresses my arm trying to find a vein. He finds one and shoots me up..
For some odd reason, I wanted to share a moment like this with you. Both doing our routine next to each other in the bathroom.
You’re so sweet and you’re so caring. I want to be with you so much. Just to be in your presence is what I want right. No relationship, that’s fine. No sex, that’s fine. But when we both laugh and smile, and the way you look into my eyes, I can’t help it. Our feelings for each other is just such in sync. Let’s both be better. Let us both be better for we our great future relationship.
God dammit. You are such an amazing person. You are so kind, and I cannot help be say that you’re probably the best person I’ve met this year.