Nov30 2011 text

A Boy and Me and Tonight.

We’re friends now. I screwed up and told him that I basically can’t keep my pants zipped if I wasn’t in a committed relationship. I knew it would hurt him, and I didn’t want to but knowing if the other person would care about those kind of things (monogamy even when you are not exclusive) you have to say something. Now, I have to own up to what I did. We’re not going to be the same, I get it.

Tonight, a boy (not the boy…I don’t even know who THE boy is anymore) and I will be having a nice meal at Longman & Eagle. And we’ll be watching movies afterwards. How does this NOT sound like a date?!